Oct. 10th, 2009 at 12:26 PM
It’s so easy for me to be affected by others’ opinions…others’ thoughts…isn’t it?
My thoughts are hidden behind lots of things like self-esteem, common sense, or conventions, etc. Is it a good thing or not, hiding my real thoughts like this? I’m sure I’ll have to sacrifice many things to exchange the life that I can live out my own thoughts. And I know I’m not brave enough to sacrifice such much.
Everyone has his own crazy dream in his mind, like climbing up to the highest mountain and flying down in a glider. Or leave everything behind and go abroad to part work, part study, experiencing life full of difficulties. The crazy dream of mine may be the latter. I also think of quitting what I’m learning now and start to study English literature or arts; that can be another crazy dream of mine.
If I could put all these things into practice, how cool it would be!
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Maybe the thing I miss the most is my native language as well……but how I wish I could speak English as good as you. So enjoy the time being with you guys. If I can express myself more efficiently, then the time will be even better. And you’ll know who I really am. So many opinions I swallowed back just because of language.
And that’s why I tried my best to improve my speaking skill. As time goes by, I can feel the barrier is dissolving gradually…but not fast enough. I always have a feeling that the day that the language barrier finally disappears, will also be the day we have to say goodbye…
Maybe that’s the way life goes. Challenges after challenges, train us to be stronger and equipped with more abilities to survive. In the progress you should endure some pain. Endure the twinge of regret. Endure the mood of melancholy, sometimes…
If only we could read minds. But that’s a passive way of thinking. I believe I can speak English very fluently someday in the future, and I won’t let language stop me from getting what I want again.
Maybe the thing I miss the most is my native language as well……but how I wish I could speak English as good as you. So enjoy the time being with you guys. If I can express myself more efficiently, then the time will be even better. And you’ll know who I really am. So many opinions I swallowed back just because of language.
And that’s why I tried my best to improve my speaking skill. As time goes by, I can feel the barrier is dissolving gradually…but not fast enough. I always have a feeling that the day that the language barrier finally disappears, will also be the day we have to say goodbye…
Maybe that’s the way life goes. Challenges after challenges, train us to be stronger and equipped with more abilities to survive. In the progress you should endure some pain. Endure the twinge of regret. Endure the mood of melancholy, sometimes…
If only we could read minds. But that’s a passive way of thinking. I believe I can speak English very fluently someday in the future, and I won’t let language stop me from getting what I want again.
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